I’m not the type of girl who can be the girlfriend with a “convenience factor.” I’m not a gas station minimart open 24/7 where you can get something you want whenever you want. I will not wait for your forever even though I love you. I will wait for you, until you start preventing me from living my own life. I am not the girl who you can hang out with when you’ve decided you’re done hanging with your friends at 5AM in the morning.
I’m a commitment. I’ll be committed to you and promise to make you the first person I care about if you’ll do the same for me. I’m not a fling. I will not be that “1 month girlfriend” or that “3 month girlfriend” or even that “5 month girlfriend.” If you’re looking for that, go pay a long-term prostitute.
I will do things for you, buy things for you, cook for you, hug you, kiss you, love you, and make you feel wanted. But, only if you’ll do the same for me. If you start ignoring me, I’ll start ignoring you. If you start to take me for granted, I’ll start taking you for granted. It’s monkey see, monkey do and it has nothing to do with how I am, it is how nature works. Psychology proves this is how little kids learn.
I’m not the girl who will sit there by the phone and wait for you to call me whenever you feel like you’re done doing whatever you’re done with. I won’t be that kind of girlfriend and I’ll certainly not be that kind of wife. So make a choice. I’m not going to be number two so you if want me, you better damn make sure that I’m number one. That’s what I deserve since it’s what I’m willing to give in return. You better start thinking as “us” instead of being selfish and thinking of “I.”
